I think i am going to go foreward with my creating a video game plans. as long as i can remember i have been working on this project. I would create these worlds that had intricate societies and they just sucked me away. It was my escape from the world. I love music, i love art, but i just love talking philosophy and all this other stuff. Oh btw to any one who reads these ……….i have no care for grahmer or spelling on these becaue i am litteraly speaking my mind.
I think i wanted to be a muscian or a pro surfer or skateboarder because, even though i maybe good or ok at my interests, but it may not be the true calling i have. It may be just a hobbie, even though i will love them as if they were my professions.
I think i am bi-polar. I speak before i think and think half way through what i am saying. I think out loud and this often gets me in trouble. I am crazy ik. but i am peaceful, i hate conflict but i try everything i can to solve it with out violence. And i am always emotionaly torn. but i try so hard to smile and ik no one lieks to hear people being depressed and what not..but i am always the one who listens …..its vary rare when people listen to me…. I am over analytical, i worry too much, i think i have found love ..or maybe i just love my gf i love everything about her, but i am not “In love” with her….maybe there is another……who knows..so i keep on looking…i guess
