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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=llYmLr3mB-Y my new favorite band..i saw them at the Harvest of hope festival..and something tells me i have anounced this before…but WILD SWEET ORANGE make meeee sooo happy and you should have seen the crowd ..they were going wild and omg it was trippin me the fck outim only gona be smoking once a day now. and it will be when i have a free time in the middle of the day. Except on very special days…cause its become beyond habitual for a lttle over a halrf a year…….so yes i am soo gone right now =p<3The recordings sound like shit cause, hopefully its due to a bad mic cord and lets please oh please pray it is not my microphone or the mixer..those are damn exspensive…..all we know is that theres this load popping and crakling noise that shouldnt be there and it only gets louder when we play music. Im thinking about changing my piece for the chorus. i think its just to fast because chris wants to slow down his part to make the chorus better or something but i like the tempo where its at..it gives it a more uplifting feel. I love flagler..but i need a change..i am going to have to attend flagler for one more semester…i but i may lose my fasa grant..and my dad can really only afford to pay 9,000 a semester cause hes sending my sister to a private school also….freaking econonmy sucks… the houseing market stoped so all the building of houses stopped so my dad gets less and less places to sell to.. ahah ramble ramble ramble ik i was spoiled little kid…but i wasnt ever a brat like my sister..ahahh cause i was the nerd i guess…ramble i def neeed to take my ritalin cause i have so much hw and i have a huge sociology test and think i had a paper i cant remeber fck arg grrrrrr ………um ok back to the flagler thing…..its small and i love how pieceful it is but there is no music scene here…people love indie music and some hardcore ..but mainly indie and pop etc but no muscians here ….well non who are seriuse enough to play profesionally..so they dont teach any music classes or theory…and i want to take those classesover again cause i would really really love to practice reading ..and i haveĀ a hard time trying to teach my self it..but i have mastered keeping a tempo even when i get excited and i just wana speed up cause im like yea this is the shit “in my head atleast” um and me chris are best friends and i am 100% comphortable around him cause he doesnt care about how good i am ..and i am good..but when i am around guitar players i dont know ..for some reasonĀ i dont come up with new rifts when i am around new people……its just anxiety attacks i guess…about looking bad in front of a new guitarist who are better then me so i play stuff i do know and i do it very very well, almost 99.9% of the time(depending on the dif. of the riff) but it makes me look like i suck cause i cant create new stuff or seem to be able to concentrate on melodies when writting new stuff with others who are better then me………..ok i def need to take my ritaline and there is nooo way i am going back and editting all of this nope..cause this is a journal anyways..And if you have managed to actually sit through all my bullshit…..I have completly forgot what questions i was going to answer…Im going to try to buy the proper equipment so i can shoot the music videos for the band so we could take full control of the creativty aspect..also we hope to have a recording studio built(buissness loans 2 pay for it) so we have an income to fund our furthor music products ..so any furthor projects wont need a record label to take the full amount of the money..so i can do what i want with my share…like spend it on a nice house and car and be able to buy or start my dream restaurant in some fancy part of town and yea then give it to responcible charity organizations like medical research or organizations who help the poor and education floridas education sucks and it keeps cutting funding..i want to open a school =p or fund a school with that money also….ok time for class